Life Is A Bet

                Since I was born in this world 15 years ago, I assume that live will always fun, full of happiness and no starving. I have that kind of paradigm because along my 14 years I almost never feel sad, and always happy. I don’t know is it my parents, my friends, or my environment that let me feel that. My parents almost give whatever I asked, you can say that I am a spoilt child. I always feel that I have a prosperous live. My father is a chief village, all people respect him. The most joyful thing is just because I am a chief village’s youngest daughter, they also respect me a lot and nobody dare to hurt me, even wherever I was some people are keeping me and becoming my bodyguards. As well as my friends on my Elementary School, they never say and do such an impolite act to me.

                This condition still continuous when I went to Junior High School. Although I studied far away from my village, when I went home all of the people stared friendly to me. In fact my father’s occupation has done when I was on the 2nd grade of Junior High School, they still treat me just like a princess.

                The condition started to change when I enter the Senior High School, I have to live alone `t a dormitory with everyone who has thousands differences. The worst thing is the school is 5 hours away from my house. It was really painful for me, moreover my mom. I heard that she like to cry because I was not with her.

                I tried hard to discover my own way to survive there, adapt and learn how is other’s character. It was hard at the first time, I almost gave up because I never success to keep my egoism and arrogance. Until I was on the 2nd grade I was difficult to heard other’s opinion, critics and push them to follow me. I know that i is a wrong action, but I don’t know why it was really hard to fight with my own bad character.

                It’s just like a bet from me to myself. More I put my braveness and my willing to fight on my bad characters, more I will get when I won, but if I lose I will get nothing. That’s why I try hard to fight on it, so that I will get great advantages.