a 'NO'

December 31^th 2012 11:00 p.m

A lonely girl sat with the flat expression as the same as flat screen which she was facing on. Her mind was not there, she was thinking about her journey along this year. Remembering all the things she did, everything she got, and everything she just dreamed.

She saw herself clearly as a spoiled girl who almost every week hang out with her friends. A girl who is actually a rube girl, but affected by her best friend who is a townsfolk and addicted by freedom.

She saw those two girls got back to their dorm bringing some bag full of new things which is usually doesn’t need. That rube girl had became a townfolk-ish now, and used to spent money for the unnecessary stuffs.

She thought harder about the thing that caused her became that ‘wild’. But then she remembered that she just felt disappointed by her report result this semester. She just arrived on the third rank in her class which is not the superior class. It showed how small her effort she put on her future was.

Then she just realized that she couldn’t blame her best friend who always invites her on that hang out time. It was actually her fault, couldn’t ever reject it. She was wondering why it was really hard to say ‘NO’. May be she was too afraid that she would left behind if she didn’t join.

But now she is going to 16^th means that she have to care about her score, because it will affecting her future. The only thing she can do is repair her own principle. She doesn’t need to always hang out every weekend, or even buy some unnecessary stuffs to avoid that ‘rube girl’ nickname stamped on her front head.

Saved her weekend to stay at dorm, read some materials for the next meeting, and complete her tasks might be the best way to fly onto the 1^st rank. The thing she want the most is, be brave to say ‘NO’ softly when she really unable to accompany her friend. Perhaps it will be harder than she thought, but it will be more beautiful if she doesn’t have any uncompleted tasks on Sunday night. Truly, sometimes say a ‘NO’ is not always hurt, as long as we can use it correctly, there will be no law that prohibit us to do.